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Tales of Heartbreak and Destruction

by Joshua Path

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1.
Black Box 01:44
You don’t need to worry anymore All your little troubles will be As distant as the stars above My love And if my life crashes to the ground Just listen to the black box in my heart And you will hear how I loved you from the start.
2.
Somebody told me a long time ago If you can learn to hang on, you can learn to let go Well I let go, now I’m here in outer space Through my telescope I can see your face I can see our Santa Barbara nights All those times we was too high to drive Can’t believe we made it home alive Don’t tell my parents what we did They would disown me as their kid Send me to a place where no one goes And leave me searching for God in a godless world Somebody said you got an autograph Of a washed-up actress who was cut in half Well I couldn’t help it, baby, I just had to smile ‘Cause I used to see that girl every once in a while We would drive up to Santa Fe Watch our spirit animals play Eat candy bars under the Milky Way Señorita took me to the bar Where Carlos Castaneda played guitar Singing those songs you only know When you’re searching for God in a godless world When I woke up this morning, couldn’t find my face Now I know I must’ve left it ‘round here someplace I don’t wanna scare the neighbors, so don’t call the police Just go get me a new one, here take my keys I wanna be an angel in disguise Or a devil who mixes the truth with lies Eyes as big and blue as the sky I’ll change my name from Josh to Jack Get a tattoo across my back A picture of someone I lost long ago Who was searching for God in a godless world.
3.
Go put on your darkest dress Leave your hair a gorgeous mess Let’s go out and see the sights We’ll do anything you like It’ll be alright. We’ll go paint the town Marlboro red Before the devil knows I’m dead. We’ll go steal a fancy car Go trash a fancy bar Let’s do all the things tonight That we never did in life And it’ll be alright. Get a belly full of alcohol and lead Before the devil knows I’m dead. Let’s go take a little trip Down to the Sunset Strip We’ll be superstars tonight Amongst the city lights And it’ll be alright. Find an angel and bring her right back to our bed Before the devil knows I’m dead.
4.
Welcome to my paradise Where nothing escapes, not even light When beggars die, there are no comets seen Just shopping carts full of forgotten dreams When I was alive, I was always on the run Never knew where I was going or what I was running from But now that I’m gone, I feel safe, I feel calm It’s here in the darkness I finally belong I’m the king of the void, I’m the lord of the black I’m the lover of nothing and nothing loves me back But there’s times when I laugh ‘cause I feel so alone Just waiting on the first bus to come take me home Welcome to my haunted house If we make it till morning, I’ll let you out The mayor of chaos and broken hearts Still lives with his parents, still afraid of the dark Never been a prom king, never been a drama queen Never been, ever been much of anything You make me feel like an astronaut in outer space I want to spend the night orbiting around your place And your legs and your arms and your fingers and your toes And wherever you tell my spaceship to go Just don’t send me away to the void, to the black I’m afraid next time I won’t find my way back.
5.
A stillness in the morning, the clouds are dressed in grey Jesus in Gethsemane knows who’s on the way The angels hold a place for me safe in Heaven’s bed I can hear them calling But the devil knows I’m dead. All this life I’ve wandered through the fog and rain Asking absolution, offering my own name A stranger in the darkness beneath a moon of red Delivered me to mercy Now the devil knows I’m dead. The oceans soothe your sorrows, the mountains shield your blame The deserts know your loneliness, the forests hide your pain Take to them, my darling, let your feet be led For I am lost, my darling And the devil knows I’m dead.
6.
My baby doll writes me letters in the spring From the Duchess of Temptation But in the winter They’re from the Queen of Heartbreak and Destruction I don’t know her But she does oh so well. My baby doll sees the future and tells it to me In her letters from a country that loves its princess But the queen She longs for heartbreak and destruction I don’t know why But she does oh so well. My baby doll Or should I say, Her Majesty She writes me letters I burn them all They’re filled with nothing but tales of heartbreak and destruction From some queen that I don’t know But she does oh so well.
7.
Baby tells me that she wants to get married Hallelujah, hallelujah She’s the only one who knows where all the bodies are buried Hallelujah, hallelujah I’m so in love, babe The only way I’ll stay satisfied Is lying right by your side. Hey Mamacita, I ain’t got any money Hallelujah, hallelujah She says, “You’ve got an ass that more than makes up for all that, honey.” Hallelujah, hallelujah I’m so in love, babe The only way I’ll stay satisfied Is lying right by your side.
8.
In the mountains, out at sea In the canyons, that’s the place for me Across the bridges where time forgot On the fringes Well, so long my lady, yes, I love you a lot But I’m sorry, pretty baby Guess I’d rather be where people are not. On the down low, far away Beyond the rainbows, that’s where I wanna stay Beyond the beltways, without a second thought On the highways Well, so long my lady, yes, I love you a lot But I’m sorry, pretty baby Guess I’d rather be where people are not.
9.
Laying here I pretend I’m six feet underground The world goes on around me But I don’t make a sound I don’t have to worry about traffic or bills All I need to do is lie here And simply be still Saturday nights are made for torture and fun I sit in the parking lot playing with my gun Flip through the stations Try to find the right song And slip into the shadows That’s where I belong The sun makes its way with its confident charms Holds us and spins us around in its arms Always there to guide us like a motherly friend But I choose the darkness Again and again
10.
When I imagine you Giving me your love Giving me your love Giving me your love All of this was my own fault Star struck by a pretty face And I think that she knows This must be the place From the chaos of the cosmos Your star briefly danced with mine When your orbit disappeared Your star became a shrine When I imagine you Giving me your love Giving me your love Giving me your love I’ve got you, babe, I’ve got you Your shoulder to cry on You’re friend and family all in one And will always cheer you on But if you become a stranger again And move on past what’s been I’ll still be in your galaxy Wrapped up in your gravity All alone Beyond your shrine When I imagine you Giving me your love Giving me your love Giving me your love
11.
Every now and then I hear disembodied voices Saying I should just call your bluff At three in the morning, I ain’t got too many choices Stick it out, or say enough’s enough ‘Cause darling, I’m missing you Baby I’m missing you My psychotropic mistress floats in from the darkness All her whispers sound like hurricanes She feeds me lines that leave my nights blown to stardust When the sun comes out, I’m left with what remains Just me missing you Baby I’m missing you I got a heart that somehow was tangled in barbed wire I got a soul from a secondhand store I got an ego that roars louder than a tiger And a mind that don’t know nothing anymore Just that I’m missing you Baby I’m missing you
12.
Wood burning fireplace All these words I want erased Take these letters into your embrace Send ‘em off into outer space Wood burning fireplace I don’t want to remember her face Take these pictures into your embrace Send her off, and don’t leave no trace Wood burning fireplace All these songs just make my heart break Take this guitar into your embrace Send it off into outer space
13.
Do you want to be alone? Well maybe I don’t Should I leave you alone? Well maybe I won’t Am I being rude? Should I be more polite? Am I killing the mood? Should I kill all the lights? Well... Oh my love I’m not afraid of the dark Seems like the world went and lost its mind Ain’t no big deal, I do it all the time Seems like heaven is abandoned and cursed Seems like hell has sent back all of its worst Well... Oh my love I’m not afraid of the dark Oh my love But I know that you are.
14.
I would’ve crawled on my knees for you Naked through a swarm of bees for you Knocked their hives down from the trees for you Fed you honey with my fingers that were stung I would’ve killed a thousand kings for you Stolen all their shiny things for you Forced their queens to bring them all to you But you’re long, long gone I would’ve taken all the blame for you Set every bridge I had aflame for you Changed my face and changed my name for you And slept each night beside a loaded gun I would’ve braved the gates of hell for you Faced Satan and all his personnel for you Oh, how they would’ve laughed that I fell for you ‘Cause you’re long, long gone Oh well I would’ve gone to the ends of the earth for you Anywhere in the universe for you I would’ve lived, I would’ve died for you But you’re gone and there’s nothing I can do I would’ve challenged wrong and right for you Got into several barroom fights for you Nearly died and seen the light for you And left heaven as fast as I could run Just to work a soulless career for you Night after night, year after year for you Until I all but disappeared for you But you’re long, long gone Oh well I would’ve gone to the ends of the earth for you Anywhere in the universe for you I would’ve lived, I would’ve died for you But you’re gone and there’s nothing I can do I would’ve been a good man to you Made lots of little plans with you Never would’ve made demands of you Except to be there when each day was done I would’ve gone to the ends of the earth for you Anywhere in the universe for you But I can see what that was worth to you ‘Cause you’re long, long gone.

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released January 1, 2020

Produced by Joshua Path
Mastering by Greg Koeller
Cover Photography by​ ​Andy Lerner

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